This past week has to be the worst week ever!! First my car breaks down, and then I am diagnosed with level II diabetes. I must say it took a lot this week not to blow my fucking brains out. Thank Goddess for my son. He constantly gives me the will to go on.

So now I have to go for more blood work, and seriously change my eating habits. At least I can still have coffee. If they took that away I would have to hurt someone. :)

Send positive thoughts my way. I need them.

Æthelred